*this entry is supposed to be in september* XD

so so so...

we went to the australia zoo!

(home of the crocodile hunter)

too bad steve irwin pass away d... =(

anywer, we went together with the uni^^

i didnt wanna go 1... but crystal is leaving, so i give face lo XD

camwhore with jade in the bus =p

me n wan ying!

wow~ n the sun^^

in the croc's mouth sia XD

group pic with jade, crystal, nick, ben and randy~

baby kids with baby croc =p

while waiting for the show to start~

camwhore with jade XD

c our matching heartshape necklace!

put our caps on~

bev's outfit =p

ice cream! i had 3/4 XD

^^

im gonna fall....

feeding the kangaroos...

everybody except me.

i really dont like kangaroos -_-

i dont even wanna touch it.

not tht im scare. i really dont like -_-

but take pics ok ah =p

i still wont touch it XD

dont like the sun!

i become so tan sia!

^^

playing n posing with our shadows~

^^

middle finger shadows -_-'''

off for koala! below pic is a fake koala leh. so real right?

these r real one^^

im touching it!

hehe!! so cute 1 ^^

siao siao 1 XD

crystal n i~

nick n i~

ben n i~

rendy n i~

steve n i XD

my legs look vr cacat...

look vr long like monster sia.

i donno y i was so excited

i also donno y he hug me so tight.

smmore put his leg up sia. haha!

i love this pic~ ^^

so, every1 was vr tired d...

slp, slp, slp... zzz....

but i was busy take pics of their slping faces XD

1. nick

2. ben

XD

he slp but i take pic happily =p

3. randy

4. crystal

5. jade

she was happily showing off her pic

tht she took with koala^^

but she fall aslp after a while XD

n wat was bev doing?

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slp also lo. keke!

had a great n fun day.

but become vr tan d!!! dam....

love u ppl~

xoxo....

im loved

i know everybody hv been vr concerned.

n worried bout me lately.

thkx a lot~

im blessed^^

for each of u, no matter frens or family

tht leave me a msg, tag, or chat with me.

i truly appreciate tht.

love every single 1 of u.

special thkx to my uncle, who has been vr supportive~

cant live without u ppl.

1 gd news.

i score 60/60 for 1 of my assignments.

perfect score.

OH MY GOD!!! =p

happy for me?

im sure u do^^

with love,

xoxo~

alyssa's bd cum exam chill out

so so so, it's exam period.

n it's alyssa's bd.

went out with the aussies~

im the only asian again.

but, it's fun^^

thkx for fetching me guys~

chill out again next time n i promise to drink together ya.

as i was only drinking coke... haha =p

erica n i~

the girls~
no pic of the guys sry =p

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U~

the cake is dam nice!

cut the cake pls gorgeous~

pardon for my -not on- face -_-

the necklace tht she is wearing is from me!! ^^

uh.... andrew at the back! haha...

got cha! dont drink too much =p

xoxo~

EMO

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current status: extremely emo

i wanna cry out loud.

i've been talking bout happy stuff in my blog.

but im not a puppet.

i cant be happy all the time.

i hate faking a smile.

i have had enough.....

sometimes i just wanna do wat i wan,

i wanna do wat i like.

i dont wanna care bout wat u think of me.

im just being me.

cry out out reason number 1:

extremely stress up with uni.

i wanna do my best.

mayb i hv too high expectation of myself.

but i dont wan ppl to think tht im just a girl tht party n have fun all the time.

i do study hard.

cry out loud reason number 2:

i think im fat n ugly.

i wanna go for plastic surgery.

i wanna wear nice clothes.

i wanna hv tongue piercing.

i wanna hv tattoo.

i wanna look good.

but i do care bout my image to the others.

i do care bout wat others think.

thus, i cant do wat i wan.

it doesnt feel gd tht im feeling fat n ugly.

cry out loud reason number 3:

im lonely.

yes i am.

i do hv frens.

but mayb too many of them?

i get along well with both aussie n asians.

but u dont hv to envy me.

n stop telling me tht u r.

im sick of it tht u r envying while im not feeling gd bout it.

it's hard to hv real gd frens.

n the sad thg is ppl change.

moreover, it's hard to know somebody really well.

besides my teddy bear tht has been always here with me,

im only left with boy, jade, yvonne n min.

crystal left. thus i hate having meals in mc gregor.

n justin who i hv not been seeing for more than a month.

others r just frens. vr normal frens.

i hv also been stress up with guys tht r interested in me.

i dont wanna be too close with them.

i dont wanna hv misunderstanding.

im sry.

i need n i wan my bf here.

but sometimes im wondering who is tht gonna be.

lost a fren.

im really sry S.

it sux when im stuck in between.

so i hv decided to not care bout it anymore.

i miss my frens n family.

i wanna go home.

badly...

reason to cry out loud number 1-3

made EMO bev

i wanna hv a smoke, but i cant.

i wanna hv a drink, but i cant.

thus, i listen to jay's new songs n cry out loud.

this is my blog, if u dont like emo bev, just leave.

cos i dont care.

for now.

i might care, mayb the next time when im feeling gd.

wish me luck.

xoxo

happy birthday to my best fren in uk

happy birthday love~

i dont hv to say much, do i?

haha...

u know wat i wanna say^^

we know each other too well =p

thkx for being there for me n i'll always be here for u.

love u.

xoxo....