Tuesday, November 18, 2008

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finally i realised... im nothing without you...
i was wrong, forgive me...
my broken heart is like the wave
my shaken heart is like the wind
my heart vanished just like the smoke
it cant be removed, like a tattoo
i thought i wouldnt be able to live even one day without you
but somehow, i managed to live on longer than i thought
you didnt answer anything, when i cried out 'i miss you'
expectations are useless...
how is the person next to you? good to you?
dear can you even see me? did you forget about us completely?
im worried, i feel anxiety because i cant get close nor try to talk to you
i spent long nights all by myself, erasing my thoughts a thousand times
if we meet each other on the streets,
act like you didnt see me and go the way you were walking to
if there is a chance that you were thinking about our past memories,
i might go and look for you secretly
always be happy with the one beside you,
so i wont ever have a second thought
even smallest regret wont be left out ever
please live on well as if i should feel jealous
you should always be like the bright sky, the white cloud
you should always smile like as if nothing had happened
i hope your heart feels relieved
forget me and live on
those tears will dry completely as time passes by
it would have hurt lesser if we didnt meet at all
hope you will bury our promises of being together forever
i will pray for you
dont look back and leave
dont find me again and live on
because i have no regrets from loving you
take only the good memories with you
i can bear it in some way
i can stand it in some way
you should be happy like this
i become like a dull day by day
im sorry for lying
i love you the most
you are my all,
you are my heart
goodbye

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